I've heard that this forum has a lot of Christian members. I don't know where else to turn to. Your my last hope. I've done something sinful and disgusting and I don't know what to do with myself. I need forgiveness in the eyes of god. I prayed! This praying killed all most 1000 children. I was simply praying for the safe arrival of my new TV and I turned on the news and all these children were simply exploding. It was disgusting.... Help me.